Solitaire

In three days, I take what will arguably be the biggest test of my life.

Oddly enough, I am not all that worried about the final preparations. The studying I will do over the next 72 hours doesn't really worry me. What does worry me is that vast stretches of unbroken time I will have to spend doing it.

Those two things are related, but they aren't the same. What I mean is I am not worried about the information I will be trying to absorb. I've been studying since October and as my mom would say, if I don't know it by know, I'm not going to know it.

What I mean is I am not looking forward to three days of largely uninterrupted quiet sit-and-concentrate time. I like to think I am a disciplined person, but I also benefit from structure and "study for 12 hours a day" does not really count as structure in my book.

But three days. Three days is all I have left. I think I can manage that.